Okey so this is my first journal so i'll try to make it something worth read as I really am in need of help. Right too some of you, this is going to sound completely stupid but i'm sure some people will be able too relate.
Im artisitly frustrated. I Just want to get a big, fuck off pallet the size of my bedroom wall and create something. I want to draw, I want to spray, I want to paiint, I wanna write, I want to ink, I want to burn, I want to break, I want to do something !
Im in such an artistic rut atm. I really wanna do so much but for the fear of failing can't bring myself too do anything. I really wanna draw something inspiering like